February 4th, 2013

Kero asleep

Sleep Sleep Sleepity Sleep Sleep

I need to get my sleep pattern fixed again. It got all knocked out of whack by Further Confusion and I haven't properly gotten it back into place yet.

I am by nature nocturnal as it is, but the world I need to live in mostly is not; the net result is that I spend a lot of time at night trying to force myself to go to bed, or trying to force myself to go to sleep once I'm in bed, and a lot of time during the day trying to force myself to stay awake.

One side-effect of this is that my weekends seem to race by, because I stay up late trying to squeeze in as much productive-me-time as I can, only to sleep until 11:00 the next day and feel like I've lost most of that day... and need to stay up late to get stuff done! Nasty self-reinforcing cycle, that.

So... tonight, must force myself to put down anything cool, awesome, fun, or productive, and GO TO BED. And then, for the rest of the week, KEEP DOING IT. Maybe eventually it will stick. If I'm lucky. I hope.

Bleah. I hate you, diurnal world default. -.-

-The Gneech