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An Apology

I have not been myself lately. Or more accurately, I've not been the version of myself I want to be.

I've been quite stressed for some time, and over that time it has been progressively, but steadily, grinding me into someone that I hardly recognize and don't much like. It has also wrought havoc on my health, leaving me weak, gaining weight, and now looking at skyrocketing blood pressure.

Well, a wise guy once said, "When you find you're digging youself into a hole-- stop digging!" So that's what I intend to do. Today, I stop digging.

Attitude will be adjusted. Thoughts and behaviors will be examined and modified. I will find the me I want to be and start moving in that direction.

In the meantime, I apologize for my behavior of late. I'm not normally by nature a ranty guy. I'm not normally by nature a complainy guy. I'm not normally by nature an angry guy.

I'm sorry if I've come off ranty/complainy/angry lately, and I'm sorry if it's put you off. I'm going to fix it, and I'm going to fix me.

Thanks for listening.

-The Gneech


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(no subject) - fastclaw - Jun. 26th, 2012 01:46 pm (UTC) - Expand
Jun. 26th, 2012 02:00 pm (UTC)
I need to find a way to redirect my emotions into something positive, instead of feeding on and reinforcing the negative. :)

(no subject) - fastclaw - Jun. 26th, 2012 02:04 pm (UTC) - Expand
Jun. 26th, 2012 02:38 pm (UTC)
Yeah, exercise is something that must start happening again, as soon as the resp. infection goes away.

Jun. 26th, 2012 05:34 pm (UTC)
Staying in shape will always keep ya positive and up-beat.
Don't I wish!
Jun. 26th, 2012 02:20 pm (UTC)
You call that ranty? Your ranty is more polite than 99% of the internet.
In other words, you reaaaally have nothing to apologize for. But if it makes you feel better, so be it! :hugs:
Jun. 26th, 2012 02:22 pm (UTC)
Well, there's more offline. :) And some of it is in my head, too. :)

Jun. 26th, 2012 05:19 pm (UTC)
Gneech is obviously Canadian when he's in a ranty mood :)


PS: What Kylet said :)
Jun. 26th, 2012 06:46 pm (UTC)
I'm Canadian, and I approve of The_Gneech's Canadian-rantinesses :)

Get the rants out of your head. They feed and grow in there, until they become so big they take over the place. When it's written down (even if never published), you can look at what is bothering you, and take those steps to correct it. You might be surprised what comes out when written down.
Jun. 27th, 2012 02:10 am (UTC)
Yaes. get them out, or they fester.
Jun. 26th, 2012 02:46 pm (UTC)
You're not nearly as ranty, angry, angsty as I am.
Jun. 26th, 2012 04:59 pm (UTC)
*hugsya* we all have up and down days, don't worry about it! I know what it's like to be going through a negative period, at least you've recognised it and are taking steps to help yourself out of it.

As you once said to be, you know where I am if you need to chat :)
Jun. 26th, 2012 06:33 pm (UTC)
Wow, I like totally did not see that coming :P I'll get back to ya when you find yourself again then ;)
Jun. 26th, 2012 11:36 pm (UTC)
Wait...you mean all that art of yours recently that I've liked...that was...was...FRAUDULENT??



Seriously...hadn't noticed, other than the Trek rant, which I thought was an interesting discussion. Always good to fine-tune oneself, though...I try to do that every now and again, as well. :-)

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