John "The Gneech" Robey (the_gneech) wrote,
John "The Gneech" Robey

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It's Bad Today

Well a month and a half of exercise was doing a great job at curbing depressive episodes, but the black dog is back and in force today. It is literally physically painful just being awake and mobile. My body feels like one giant bruise and my mind doesn't feel much better. I can't remember if it was ever this acute in 2001-2002, but I don't think it was.

Fortunately, I have a doctor's appointment later this week anyway; while I'm there I'll ask about Zoloft or something similar. This is no way to live.


PS: Comments closed. Believe me, hugs and well-wishes are normally much appreciated, but right now I don't have the mental bandwidth for them. The only reason I'm making the post at all is in the hopes that other people with depression will know they're not alone.
Tags: depression

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