John "The Gneech" Robey (the_gneech) wrote,
John "The Gneech" Robey

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Bleah :P

I felt like crap today. -.- I was tired, I was in the dumps most of the day, and the ol' internal monologue was stuck in an unwanted rut. In short, it felt like a flashback to 2001, and without wanting to be too dramatic, that's a place in my mental history I don't want to go again. It was also effecting me physically; by the afternoon my muscles were achey and I wasn't sure I didn't have a fever coming on.

Writing the fictionlet helped, but when learning to self-treat my depression I found that the most effective medicine for quick results was a long nap, so laurie_robey and I left at 4:00. The moment I was riding in the car, I was out -- and when we got home, I just went straight upstairs and slept until 6:00.

I woke up feeling much better, so I managed to get a little art in, and watch a little "Whose Line Is It Anyway?" Now I'm just sorta vegging in front of the computer screen until I'm sleepy enough to get an actual whole night's rest.

Hopefully, I'll feel better tomorrow. I didn't even get to enjoy today's thunderstorms.

It's weird; lately I find myself wishing for sunny weather all the time. It used to be that I didn't care, except for loving thunderstorms. I don't know what's caused the shift, although it seems to be related to watching anime and drawing beach scenes. *shrugs*

G'nite, all.

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